I Need Him to Leave Me Alone
...And it's been a whole week.
It's been a long time that I am not my usual merry self. And I feel stupid because what caused this mood of mine is something illogical. Didn't want to feel it, didn't want it to happen.. Been fighting it these whole seven or eight days and so far, I haven't been able to.
I don't want to see his face, don't want to have to see him (but I do...) At one point, my face froze at the sight of him grinning innocently at me, I thought if I had to smile at him, my face would crack.
"I need a little time away from you. I can't stand the sight of you right now. It is painful having to pretend to be nice to you when you have hurt me and you don't even realise you did.
It is probably not your fault that I got mad at you but what you did hurt. It hurt bad. And I just can't stand to be near you."
God, this is so stupid.