Long Distance Seems To Be My Only Distance

I've been in at least three long distance relationships.

I feel like I'm on the verge of another.

I want so badly to be with this person, to love them and to sleep in their bed and cuddle against their back... But at the same time, since I have never had that, its so much easier for me to abstain from the physical expression of love and wait.

I am so patient...too patient.
I am just waiting, always waiting. I can withstand the burden of a long distance relationship. I do not feel jealous so much and I can imagine and plan for a future so bright...

But I have been let down three times. No one can withstand it like me. 

Why can't they wait for the time we can be together as well as I can?

Why do the stories I write about our lives never, ever come true?

Why can I only fall in love with the words on my screen...
Nadre Nadre
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 7, 2011

Here's hoping three times a charm. When you find the right one it will feel like a dream. I wish you to know this kind of magnificent love, it's so amazing! Keep on believing!

Nadre just keep the faith, one day if you'll be together for real... you can finally say that " true love knows no boundaries "...