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Have Faith In Us...


We met online over almost two years ago. It was really weird, I had been in the process of fixing myself from a really bad break up. I wasn't really looking for anything, but he caught my attention. He just...I don't know how to explain it....but it felt right, it felt perfect. He fell for me, but being 3000 miles apart, an ocean between us and  a 5 hour timezone difference made it extremely difficult...I was starting university, that took a toll on us. We went our separate ways, which was really painful...I had dated one person after that, but it wasn't right. Last June, I uncovered his e-mail...and a rush of emotions came over me...I decided to contact him, not really expecting anything, just hoping.. He e-mailed me back, and when I saw...my heart skipped a beat. Later that same night, we talked on skype, for the first time in almost a year. It was as if nothing had really changed, he still made my heart skip and melt. and makes me happy. I can honestly and truthfully say that I love him, and I want to spend my life with him. I know that he loves me too. It's just really hard because my life lately has been so hectic, busy, chaotic, and I don't really have as much time to talk to him. We talk most days on skype, but not for very long. He stays up really late to talk to me. I feel kind of selfish, because I want more, I just can't have anything more than what we have now. I'm not sure if we're together or not, if titles are important, but I'm trying to convince him not to give up on us, not to give up on me, because I won't ever give up on him. I let him go once, and I won't do that again. I know that we'll be together, sometime, hopefully soon. I'm in the process of trying to  spend a Semester of University in England, just to be with him. I just kind of want something about how to not get completely overwhelmed, how not to let go...
jaque17 jaque17 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2011

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I believe in you guys. It will definitely work, because you believe it will. No amount of distance can change how much you love someone. Be strong :)