What To Do?

I was in a long distance relationship for about 5 months. I met her online on a site called teenspot (a chatroom) 
We talked daily for about two months, when we agreed to meet. She flew out and spent a week with me and my family.
This wasn't my first time meeting an online love interest, in person. In fact, she made lucky number 3. We only live 8
hours apart by car, not really bad at all. 

As soon as I saw her and she hugged me, I felt a level of happiness I never have. I felt complete, every moment since then
was amazing, while it lasted. I really thought we were both happy, until one day she sent me a text from work saying "I need to 
talk to you about something. and I can't put it off anymore." My heart jumped up in my throat, I knew it wasn't going to be good.
I waited for her to get off of work, so we could talk. She told me, she wasn't sure of anything anymore. She didn't know if she still 
wanted to be with me, or if she loved me anymore. So I asked her if she wanted some space to think things over. That was a
mistake on my part, I couldn't really give her that space. I ended up letting my doubt get the best of me. I kinda smothered her
with affection, not too bright on my part. About a week after we had this conversation, I couldn't take not knowing anymore, so I
confronted her. She told me, she didn't think she loved me anymore and this wasn't working. So, exactly a month after I last saw 
her in person, she left me. Shattering my world in the process.

Since then, her and I have hardly talked. I sent her a letter a couple weeks back, saying, I wanted to be friends. After a week or so
without a response, so I text her. Asking if we could be friends, she said she didn't think it would be possible, because it was too
awkward for her. I asked her "If you have no feelings for me, what makes it awkward, our history?" She said "You ask too many 
questions, it's too awkward, end of story." So I ask her, what we should do, she tells me, we probably shouldn't talk. 

What do you think of this? Is there any hope for me and her, or should I just give up?


CapnxFrank CapnxFrank
18-21, M
3 Responses May 17, 2012

mann you seriously need to ask What to do? smh

Hmmm.. Well... I can't say that I blame her, your quite a ******* ******* ya know that? :p<br />
I kind of want to kick you.. Hard. Right now. But seriously, its time to move on baby. I've told you that. Listen to me. I know what I'm talking about..

lol right...

i'm so sorry, but yes ... move on. she's either met someone else closer by, or her friends have talked her into believing it won't work. she might come back, but best if you cherish memories, and allow yourself to grieve. good luck, and keep loving and learning. :)

Thank you, for your in put :] much appreciated.