Everyday I wait by the phone. Hours are longer and it feels like time is endless. It feels like I have so much time when I have very little. I wait for him day by day counting down until I get to see him again. In his arms I feel safe and secure. Away from him I feel like nothing. I am stressed and sick of time. At night I lay in bed tossing and turning thinking about him constantly. I miss him terribly and at school it's hard to concentrate. My world looks black and white and people around me are smiling and laughing and getting everything they want. They don't know how lucky they are and yet they take everything for granted. I would do anything just to see his smile. I miss the little things he use to do and say when I was with him. People tell me I should brake up with him and find someone new but I could never do that because without him I wouldn't be myself. I would be lost in endless darkness.