I'm Scared Of Growing Apart.

I'm in a long distance relationship. I'm completely in love w my boyfriend. I'm 30 and consider this the first time I've ever truly been in love. I live in denver and he lives in California. We met in Vegas and had an instant connection. We just clicked. Well since then he has been coming out to see me every other weekend. Everything was great! We talked everyday and texted each other non stop. Well the problem is that he is a profess athlete. This is his last year playing because he is older but he's about to go wherever he is drafted to and will be busy non stop. He said I could go with him. But he will be gone a lot and I would be left alone in a city I don't know. He's already started working out and now it's like we hardly talk he's so busy. I'm scared of losing him because the season won't be over till September that's a long time. What's worse is my job sucks and I'm not allowed to vacation in the summer because we're busy. I'm scared that we won't see each other for the next 7 months but I'm also scared to leave everything behind in denver and be miserable and alone in an unknown city. I haven't been eating or sleeping and it's all I can think about. I know he loves me and I love him but this is going to be so hard on both of us. I don't know what to do.
Jjlh Jjlh
31-35
2 Responses Jan 10, 2013

Sort of in a similar situation here. We communicate less as time goes on, and I sometimes wonder if she really misses me. Physical distance can also increase the emotional distance. :(

being with the one u love will never make u miserable, go for it! if u dont, all ur life u ll be wondering what cuda happened if u did ... so believe in urself and in him and do it