Missing Him A Lot
I miss him. I hate when one moment, you're getting all excited and picking out your clothes for the weekend just to see him, and then the next, he's gone. Others in a LDR can understand that. It's almost like a cycle. You get sad when they leave, then you slowly start feeling better as time passes, then you see each other and you become at your most high point. Then they leave again. And it starts all over. Some people say, "well why dont you guys just end it then, if you miss him so much all the time?". Here's the thing, I wouldn't be better off without him in my life. He's the only thing that seems to matter. I need him because I love him. The last moment we had alone together was sitting on my porch with a blanket watching the lightening storm, talking. I want to experience so many more things like that with him. So to all those couples in a long distance relationship, keep fighting.