Well, I'm supposed to be flying up to see him this Saturday for my spring break. But as we all know how life can be sometimes, plans changed and I will not be seeing him this weekend, or this month or even maybe next month. I haven't seen him since January 10 and we have our webcam and I am so grateful for that. Without our nightly calls and falling asleep to that, I am not sure how I would make it through. He holds my life together. I just keep telling myself that all of this distance is something I have to bear through. I have to be strong for one more year, then we will be moving in and getting married and I will have him by my side every day for the rest of my life. It's hard to wait so long for something so sweet.

kmc920 kmc920
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 2, 2010

i feel like i know how you are feeling. there are days that i wonder how i am going to make it. i know i have to because i love him, he is part of my soul!! one day at a time is all we can do :) good luck!

I do hope the reality of being together meets all your dreams and expectations. My wife & I met online nine years ago & did the 'long distance relationship' thing for eight months before I moved to her area & took a new job. The separation was tough but we got through it and you can, too. Good luck!