I Felt UnwantedI'm in a relationship this time but i am being ignored, and feeling unwanted..
My boyfriend lived thousand miles away from me.. He kept on telling me that he is busy with his schedule, and had many conflicts to deal with. We were now one year but if i would look back from the first 6 months of our relationship, i could remember how good he was, and how much he cares about me.I could really feel his true affection of love. I know that his life wasn't great because he has many things to deal with and it been so hard for him. I understand that.. In fact, i just keep on waiting on him. I think, my patience is just so wide. I had to wait for him 'cause if i won't, then our relationship would end up to nothing. There were times when he'd never talked to me for 1 month but im still holding and still waiting when he would go online.. I think, i am just the only one holding our relationship and keep trying to stay calm and patient.. The next past 6 months wasn't good.. I had to understand him and i had to be more patient. Till now, im still waiting and keep emailing him and reminded him that i am still here waiting. I sent him almost 7 emails for about 3 weeks but he had never corresponded.. The first 6 months that we had, was the most perfect communications that we had, but the last 6 months was the most disappointing communications. If i'd never sent him a card, he would never remember our 1st anniversary and how long he had never talk to me. Am i really in a relationship? or in an empty relationship? I do really love him but it seems like he doesn't care about me anymore..what am i gonna do? i keep thinking what he really wants but i don't get an answer..I felt so sad about our relationship.. hope anybody here could give me an advice..
ImawomanwholoveGod 22-25, F 11 Responses 2 Oct 20, 2012