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Well My boyfriend is out of the army for good.  He came home!!! he is done with his term and I could not be the happiest person ever.  but there has been more problems that i have had before.  He is in 4 classes in the summer, and he is having back problems, hearing problems and communicating with me has been the hardest.  We still live far away and I just don't get it.  I had this dream that one day we would be so much closer and i would not have to worry about him every day.  He never had to go to deployment but I just don't get it.  is it me.  What should i do I am just not happy.  I have moved to a new place my self and don't have any friends so it is really hard for me.   He is being sent to all these doctors appt. and it worries me he said that it is all about the veterans health insurance.  Can someone please explain it.  I just don't get everything what should i do.  I am crying right now wishing that I could just tell him how i felt but he does not want to hear it at 2 in the morning.   
lgologrl2 lgologrl2
26-30, F
Jul 26, 2010