Young And Scared

ive been in love with brandon for about 5 years now. we just started dating a couple months agoi know im young but ive dated alot of guys and alot have left my life but brandon has never left my side. he has watched me go from boyfriend to boyfriend silenty waiting.. i told him i loved 3 months ago. i wish i would of told him sooner, he leaves for basic training in five months and im already scared. i already hate being away from him.he means the world to me. i need help to learn to control my emotions because i dont want to worry him he is doing a good thing. but i dont want him to go.

essie16 essie16
18-21, F
4 Responses Feb 21, 2010

if you write alot of letters that helos alot just everytime you seem to get upset write ti him taht helped alot with me. the whole time my boyfriend was in basic i had mono and wasnt allowed to stay busy so he got alot of letters from me, but he said he loved reading them and even cried once or twice cause things got hard and then he got my letter and i made them better, letters helo on both sides.

you just got to stay busy and write letters i know easier said then done but hang in there.

you just got to stay busy and write letters i know easier said then done but hang in there.

You really just got to keep busy, I wasn't with my guy while he was in basic, but I he is 536 miles away in Ft.Riley, KS and the best way to past the time without getting upset is keep busy!