Thinking About Showing My Profile To HimSince I joined EP (over a year ago ) my husband has never read any of my stories. I'd love to know his opinions, his point of view. I wonder what he'd think about mine.
Sometimes I write from the bottom of my heart and it would be great to somehow open this door for him to enter and understand me more.
He has never hinted an interest in my membership here, so I guess he doesn't even suspect the nature of my posts. Maybe he'll think I've been too open and made our private world go public. But to me, this place has been my own personal psycho therapy. If I'd just left all my thoughts and experiences shut, I'd be insane.
Knowing there were others who felt the same, who lived the same, was prize less.
I guess I'm preparing my profile to open myself to him. By showing him this story I'll invite him to read further.
How would he react?? I don't know... I just feel it's time. Maybe because there's a lot of things I cannot say to him.
What worries me more? Two things : would he feel like I betrayed his privacy ? and secondly -and I know this may sound stupid, but...- I'm afraid he'll think my English is awful and start correcting all my grammar and spelling mistakes, lol.
anonimacy 36-40, F 11 Responses 5 Jan 23, 2013