Sore Behind!

So my HOH made it clear that it was time. Time for a spanking! I wanted one, I needed one but a part of me was nervous. I knew this time would be different. I knew he was gonna make it really hurt. That part I was not looking forward to.

Pulled across his lap and my pants pulled down. I agrued that I wanted them left on. That wasn't happening! He said you know why your here right? I said no. He tells me its because he wants his good girl (i love when he calls me that) back and he should've done this 2 days ago. He sees me slipping and is going to make this one count.

He said "first im going to smack you for cussing." I said "WHAT! THAT'S NOT FAIR". He replies "excuse me?" I put my face right in the pillow thinking to myself. Did I really just say that? Then he says "you cussed yesterday and" I cut him off ans argued that I had received my punishment for yesterday. He replies "you cussed a few times today, did you forget?" Bummed out I tell him I didn't forget. So he begins "this is for cussing." And he smacks me hard! I honestly don't know how many times as I don't count. He said now to get my good girl back. He starts smacking away. Left cheek right cheek a little bit of my thigh. He said "I am doing this because its what we both want, I love.you"saying I said I know and tried to just take it.

I initially thought I was gonna cry. He didn't warm me up like he normally does. He just went at it. I fought back to. Another big mistake! Kicking my feet up at him was a bad idea. I kicked him in the arm a few times. Well next time my foot came up, he graved it and smacked the pad of it. That stung! But it keep my feet down. I think I actually had a little hisssy fit. I remember just keeping my feet low and banging them on the couch. Now my hands are behind my back with a tight grip. And im getting mad!

"OK STOP!" he said no. After a bit I tried pushing myself off. He started smacking even harder!! My foot goes up again (oops) another smack in the sole. Ouch! I tell him im done im fine now. He tells me im not and continues smacking. With each smack he did for the next few minutes I would give a pound to couch my feet. In my mind I guess I was hitting back.

Out if no where I stop being mad and I start enjoying it. I can't stop myself from moaning with each blow. My breath is getting a little faster. He slides one hand down my cheek and runs a finger over me (there). I spread my legs a little for him then all the sudden SMACK! Oooohhhh that hurt. No longer "in the mood" im back to hurting again. My nose starts dripping (gross) and I can feel myself starting to relax. And there it is. Complete submission :) laying completely still, calm, glowing even, my heart open, insecurity gone. Nothing on my mind. After another minute he pulls me up. Kisses me, tells me he loves me. I do the same. I say thank you with a smile.

Laying there after a minute he says to me "this is my favorite part. Afterwards, your so calm and cuddly. Not looking for anything or wanting anything. Just cuddly" Awww that melted me more. He kept kissing me asked how I felt. I said good, better and thanked him again. Later making love and sleeping peacefully next.to him is the cherry on top.

Today im calm, sore but calm. Haha