If Sex Is To Happen,,, Ever... It's Always Up To Me To Initiate It.
And the quality of the passion recieved is not all that great. We're in a 30 year dedicated marriage. Not once has she ever initiated a sexual encounter. Sex seems almost mechanical from her. Affection has always been lacking. Zero public affection, If I didn't initiate it, I'm convinced that our marriage would be totally sex free. I can go a month just waiting for some sign of desire from her and... nothing.