Ever Wonder What Would Have Been If You Hadn't Said "hi"?I look back at that night on the dance floor and wonder what would have happened if I didn't ask for that number. I often ask myself what could have been if I hadn't called back after that first date, or pursued the exgf that had wanted to get back together around the time I met my wife. Where would I be? What would I be?
Life is funny that way, so many moments that could have easily went the other way but didn't. A small quick interaction turns into a life of infinite pain.So here we are, alone, miserable, roaming like the living dead. Our lives and regrets are not much different than realizing you picked the right lotto numbers, but put them in the wrong order. If only.....
I suppose I'll never know, but what I do know is that life couldn't be that much worse. Sure there are all sorts of pain that relationships can cause, but ours is silent, one that cannot be expressed to just anyone. It follows like a shadow and you cannot shake it no matter how hard you try.
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