13 Years And Counting...maybe
I love my husband. He is a great father and a good husband. He cares about me and my needs except for sexually. We used to have a great sex life until he became ill and depressed. He is now better on both but he sex drive has never recovered. When we first got together we would do it almost everyday. Whilemhe was sick nothing for 18 months. After we started getting better a couple times a year.,and now NOTHING for 2 years.When I get really frustrated he will give me oral sex but I tell you that is NOT the same.I want to stay with him but it is getting so hard (no pun intended). I hear my friends or family members talking about their sex life and I become jealous and embarrassed.I feel like its a horrible secret and I thought no one else had ever went thru the same things. I don't want to get divorced but I feel like I really don't have a choice. I am much too young for this mess (31). I have stuck it thru with him in bad times but for me this is the worst.