Promise

My mother always told me that she wanted me to be the one out of her children that went to college and graduated so i promised that i would. I started online college almost a year ago. At first i was really good at getting my work in and staying up in my grades. But now i have almost no motivation, i have tried forcing myself, tried getting my family and friends to help me with small things such as summarizing, and even tried to "ground" myself. I really want to pass so i dont know why i dont have any motivation. I can do the work, its not something that i cant do, its just not as easy as what i want it i guess. If it is me just being lazy, what could i do to make myself want to do the work? I cant think of anything else to try.

jewelspice jewelspice
18-21, F
Feb 21, 2009