I'm trying to make small changes in my life but the past keeps stabbing my back. Poor choices. Losing my parents. Living with depression. Things pressing on me. I'm overwhelmed. Why am I here? Life just seems so pointless. I think God just left me. I'm a failure. All this is how I feel right now and it's crushing my heart. May not be true but it's how I feel and what I believe at this moment. I just don't know.
Ludavin Ludavin
51-55, F
Jul 10, 2015