First Bald Chick In Skool
so here i am awesome me (at least in my mind most of the time) not to high on the food chain but not on the bottom either. had wat i thought wer great friends who got me an our desire to just be us even with our serious issues that we tried to escape or work on we had eachothers back, bull****. i stuck up for them never takin sides wen we fought with each other but yet bein there for them but wen i snapp finally under my own issues i dont push it on them i tell them little wich they wer cool with and said they would support me in wat ever i did to try to help me feel better about my situation. so i did wat i always wanted shaved my head. no warning just did it. they didnt get it wich i under stood because im a girl who loves her hair an doing wacky things too it an blah blah. so i explained to them that having hair to me i felt like i was hiding my true self but with out it u could actually see my eyes an face and id be forced to see yours. they thought i was just crazy didnt listen because it was weird even for them an the fact that i was sober when i made this decision was even more effed up. so i ended up bein bald and alone even my own family couldnt stand it. but i didnt care i loved it. no matter wat any one said good or bad i was proud of my self and didnt hide it.(wich was hard to do because it was winter) i looked damned good for a bald chick too and i wasnt alone in thinkin it. i found that by hanging around older people or stylist or strangers who i would neva see again they loved it. i just came to relize that maybe my fellow classmates need to see a little bit more and life an grow an maybe then they will understand y i did it.