The more i think about senior year, the more i get scared :(
In my last post, i said that i will walk the stage at graduation and prove to my parents and their friends wrong (and i will).
But honestly, not gonna lie, i dont feel ready to graduate. At all. Ive told many people already and they tell mee not to think that. But its hard to let that thought go.
Im going into my senior year at the age of 16. I feel too young. I'll be graduating when im 17. Again, i feel too young.
I feel like im not mentally ready to go into the real world. I still act like a child a lot. I'll act my age when i need to, but other than that, im still a kid. In my mind, i still feel like im a seventh-eighth grader. But in reality, im a senior. 12th grade. 4-5 years ahead of what i feel. Im too dependent on my parents and the thought of being independent scares mee so much. No idea why, it just does.
You can judge all you want but thats mee, and change is hard for mee.
MeeeKazz MeeeKazz
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 21, 2014

I think anyone would be scared to go out into the real world. It's scary but it should also be exciting. Everyone has to do it and being independent definitely has benefits.