This Is My Last Floater Week

I have to decide if I want to do the two years, if I want do it with the person I have in place and if I feel ready to face my shi*. I can answer the last question pretty easy. I have always been ready to do that. I face myself head on everyday. I think I am not insane for that reason. I should be for what I have seen and been through thats for sure. I think I like the person I have to work with. SHe feels a bit threatning to me. Not sure if that is because the proccess feels threatening or if I have an issue with her that I don't see yet. I am in for the two years though, even if I have to nail myself to the floor to get through it. I cannot believe ten weeks have gone by already!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!