First Time Really "Falling In Love."

I have spent 7 years in a marrieage with a wonderful man.  The only issue is that I am not in love with him.  We have a child together and basically had been living like we were roomates.  That is until I met the person that I feel is my other half.  He and I are so much alike and have this amazing chemistry.  We met while we were in school and now we are together.  A few months ago he asked me to marry him and I said yes.  After the divorce is final I get to plan the wedding I never had.  And this time I could look at my new husband and feel amazing and completely in love.  But as with anyone who I have ever been with I have horrible insecurities.  I also have my issue of abusing pills and cutting more than anything.  I feel like once I get the proper treatment I will be able to finally enjoy my life.

Mmczar26 Mmczar26
26-30, F
1 Response Feb 27, 2009

You need to deal with those insecurities with your new hubby,get everything out in the open a start a new beginning ,pills and cutting speaks of self dislike you need to talk to someone and love yourself,you are amazing we all are.