I Wish I Never Fell For Him

it hurts so bad to know that I am so in love with him. He doesnt love me back, but he's my husband. How could someone ask me to marry him then 6 months later decide that's not what he wanted? I'm so sick of excuses and him saying 'I was never happy', There was happiness in our relationship, I could feel it. 4yrs of pain, love, hate, sex, joy, bliss, heartache. I love our son to death, he just makes me wish he wasn't the father.

RabidusDecorus RabidusDecorus
26-30, F
1 Response Mar 20, 2009

Wow that is hectic. how are things now?