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I think I love him...well I know I do. I think about him always. Little things everyday remind me of him. He doesnt feel the same. I sit all day waiting for him to get in touch because everytime im around him I forget about how bad my life is and I actually feel like I could be happy sometimes. The only problem is he really likes someone else and he is like my best friend. Sometimes he finds it funny to treat me like crap when im too clingy, but obviously thats my fault. Im so alone and when I talk to him its all gone. Iv felt the same about him for a year and a half now. It will never get better. :(
lonelyalways96 lonelyalways96 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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Personally I don't think you should be friends with him at all. If he sometimes does not treat you well then that makes him a bad person. I recommend you ignore him and try to get past it. It will be tough but it will be easier with the passing of time. You have to find new things to distract you. The more people you find who you can relate to and who can relate to you, the less lonely you will feel. Wish you all the best. :)

I did concider this, thank you x

i couldnt have said it better myself. Exactly what i feel in my life

Hey im 14 I'm in 9th grade I met the girl of my dreams In 6th grade, we did everything together and during 7th in started writing poems about her and in the middle of 8th I gave her 10 poems and told her how I felt but she started ignoring me in person and only texted me then her new bff (i was her old one :'( ...... ) lied to her and said something bad about me and she texted me one last Time and never again did she talk to me, also she had someone call me saying if i tried to talk to her i will be murdered. So since then I have been depressed and stopped making friends, lost my old ones due to my excessive sadness, and just made poems then i saw her at high school, found out she was moving out of state, and I had no friends and was sad and alone then i made 1 friend, a girl who is trying to get me out of depression. And she started reading my old and new poems I told her everything and she said I was locked with emotions and should let it out, so I told her I cried every night about the girl and she helped not cry for a week but it didn't last as everything would remind me of the girl especially music (Bty I like 1D and of course the girl I loves fav band was 1D) So i started reconnecting with old friends and they I told 3 people i like 1D and about my poems and other personal thing like my tears to sleep, but nothing anyone recommend helped I don't even know why I didn't kill my self yet, but I still have one goal for the rest of my life and that is to be MONICA'S(the girl I love) best friend again and nothing more.


The way I see it you have a good scenario, you are at least friend, so don't ruin the friendship just stay friends and love him as a friend.

Thanks...im so sorry about your situation :( I know what you mean and I think id die if I lost him as a friend. U hope you get to be her best friend again x

Yea
Because I've realized that the friend zone is the best place to be, you stay friends for a long time, and you get to be around him all the time,

Ok thanks so much for the advice x

No problem

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