Le Gasp! I'm Head Over Heels In Love With A Game Character, This Is Serious...

Falling in love with a fictional character is never new for me, since I've always had a romantic feeling for them since my childhood... but back then I didn't knew what that kind of tingling feeling was until during my adulthood - that love feeling became more indulging and I know how ridiculous it is since falling in love with a fictional character is very...weird according to some or more people out there who are more into what's around them than fictional. I also understand that I somehow epically fail in life. It's not likely I can find a boyfriend either and I surely think this is why I prefer to engulfing myself into the fictional men (because they are hotter, plus you can imagine that he is yours the way you like it, even if it is a copyrighted character. It's not that officially but you can call it unofficially.

To be falling in love with a fictional character is in fact NORMAL. Haha, it is. I checked, whether you will admit it or not, but it is normal. It's at least a place for you to release yourself into and explore the creativity.
Anyway, I will stop babble nonsense as this is not what I am here for.

Now, as for this guy, since nobody on this site has ever revealed themselves about a love for him, so I might as well do it.
Umm yeah, I am in love with this...character from a vidego game. I had a talk with my friend, she said that I was so obsessed with him that I had my MSN picture full of him, even had the display picture of him, on my new iPhone4, had his picture on the lock screen and menu screen, everywhere, listening to music with fanmade videos made by the fangirls just like me.
My obsession started back in 2005 but got more intense years after that, but it went to the state where I somehow simply had it pushed aside during 2007. Until, only one dream had me intrigued and my obsession "awakened". Now, I am like head over heels in love, it has made me so much in love that every time I see him, I would imagine things. Even if he's not real, I still imagine things I'd do with him. >XD This is very embarrassing to say it but all that mentioned is actually true.
My friend ain't that much different either since we both have a love for fictional men as well, so we get along VERY WELL!

Well then, he is a (super) villain, megalomaniac psychopath (he does know the different between right and wrong, he just doesn't give a damn about it) who's bending on destroying mankind by attempt to release a virus ensuring that mankind becomes a new breed of mutant superhuman and he will become a god. He's already a superhuman with superhuman power/strength, all he cares is being a god. But really, I don't know what makes me fall for him so badly. To describe it in a better way, I did manage to get few pictures of him...(a thank to fangirls who screenshot these pics). He's 48-49 by the way....That makes me so young according to him but it's ok, I'll be 30 soon so I'm more than qualified to all the criterias + it's a work of fictional, therefore no rules can stop me >:D



There you go, what do you think?? >XD....For some, they might not find him sexy but to me I'm drop dead drooling for him. That's the way it is... I have a fond for villains. I actually have the game but NEVER find the chance to play it!! I would LOVE to get settled down and play it. I really do. Badly, because I'm yearning for him. Yes, it is that serious (but I wouldn't cry about it because it's not like if you cry yourself a river, he'll be real!) and since I draw, I can always illustrate or write >:]

For those who are a gamer know that he's from Resident Evil franchaises, those pictures above are from Resident Evil 5. I love this version and Resident Evil 4 version (go look that up, if you are curious). But I love this version best because it's...HOT! Those six-pack abs of his and the biceps. Hehe, yes sire I am obsessed.
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention...his name is Albert Wesker - the most household name of Resident Evil games. Apart from everything, believe me he's a megalomania, traitor, power lust, evil and an arrogant bastard, BUT he's so good looking!!!!!!! I can't resist but ignore all those flaws. I'm basically in a drop dead in love, so every time he appears on screen, I just go ballistic first stage of shyness, blushing (or I could feel I do blush, ahaha inner blush) then childish state of making a giggle and imagining stuff..... Glad that this is a fictional character, if he was real...my god, we'd get a horde of fangirls being on their knees for him (including me as well).
There's just...something about him that I can't explain. Could it be the villain's charm, charisma or something that intrigues that kind of feeling?? Perhaps it is the forbidden love that makes you want to break free from the boundaries, haha....... yeah, the conditional fictional character love.

If I think my brother realizes that I do have a thing for this guy, it can't hurt anyone just because I fancy a fictional character! Why should they even bother, it is not like it will hurt anyone, as long as you know to separate the reality and fictional.

I think I'll forever be in love with this guy and nothing's going to change that even if I happened to get myself a boyfriend (which I don't at the moment, so I'm free! Hah!).
Nothing's gonna change. Never. Perhaps I'm sounding a bit weird and out of my mind, but I'm as sane as you're (perhaps a little bit weird but still, I just want to explore the imagination and zone into the realm of fictional, reality bores me sometimes). He's not the first character I am in love with though, since I also have another love for my own creation however, this guy will forever be a number one of fandom "head over heels in love" kind.

I'll respect yours if you respect mine. I can't repeat myself to go over and over again to say how much I am in love with this character. So I might just quit now and let my imagination wanders around by itself and drifts off into the land of dream.