So that's it. I was in love with someone for 1 painful year, but my feelings have gone now. I still like the character, but not in a romantic way. Looking back, it feels pretty weird, I guess. I'd stay up all night crying over a broken heart, and I really didn't believe I could ever love anyone else. Sometimes I wish I'd never fallen for him in the first place, but I know that this journey has made me stronger than I ever was before, and I know I wouldn't be the same person if I'd never experienced this.

Although I still feel a weight on my back, it's no longer as heavy and it's easier to bear. Maybe one day, if we ever cross paths, my feelings will awaken to their fullest extent, no longer bound by the principles of reality, and we could be happy together. There is no limit to my beliefs, and neither is the universe limited in the things it can do. Should I fall for another man, from a world as distant as the very border of existence, I know that I'll endure it easier. Because at the very back of my mind, I'll remember that the universe knows no boundaries. Should it decide to do something, I know that there will be no laws it need abide to. If something is truly meant to happen, there is nothing in all existence that could ever prevent it.
ChortlesOfDoom ChortlesOfDoom
1 Response Aug 15, 2014

How are you doing with this matter Doom? How long did it take after you gave up on your heart, to really accept that you want to get over him? I'm interested in knowing your thoughts. :)

Well, for a while I'd really wanted to stop loving him, because it was causing me so much pain. It took a while, but my feelings seemed to be fading. One day, I woke up and realized that I was no longer in love with him. Just like that! It took me a few days to adjust to the change, but after I accepted it, it just felt like a weight had disappeared from my chest. And that's what happened. :D