Please God, Make The Pain Go AwayI have been praying more than i ever did lately and even wept while i pray to let him go because my love for him has brought me nothing but grief.
only to dream about him , being so ( intimate) , i still remember how he felt , his warmth and breaths on my face,
after that we were cuddling , but it seemed he was absent minded, i came closer and i was touching his face and looking into his eyes , but he said nothing,.
this dream made things worse for me even when it made me feel good, not like it was a wet dream, because it made me miss him even more and make the pain more intense.
I long for him more than ever , I wish it would Stop