Have You Ever..........

 

Ever fell in love with someone you never met ? who belongs to a different World?

 

Ever fell in love with someone when all your logic tells you it's impossible to make it happen but your heart says otherwise ?

 

Have you wished  and prayed late at night before you sleep that you can let him go , and end up dreaming of them and wake up the next day missing them even more and wishing there were next to you?

 

since you knew them. was there a day that passed without thinking about them and wondering what they do? did you wake up one morning and they weren't the first thing that popped into your head ?

 

have you thought of the many scenarios of you two being together, what you would say to them when you see them and what you would do?

 

did it  happen that all of these things you wanted to say but for some reason you held them back, and turned out that they say them to you?

 

how does it feel when you are with them, and think of the so many thing you want to say them and how much you missed them , but couldn't because you don't want hurt them and mess up their mind?

 

did you feel choked up when they tell you the exact same words you want to say to them but couldn't respond for all the barriers between you two that stand in your way?

 

have you felt torn between your heart and logic about being with them and what it costs? that they should give up their life and embrace a new life style and faith? how your family and their family will react to it? how much pain and grief it may cause to the closest people to you in order to be with the one you truly love?

 

how does it feel when you know they are not happy and you are thousands of miles away from them? when they tell you they are lonely? how is it like when you can't do nothing but listen to them ?

 

wishing to see their face and hear their voice

 

wanting to hold them so close and wash away their pain and wipe their tears

 

thinking how far they are physically but they live inside you and feel them like they are with you

 

thinking of those they have had and felt , and how its eats you up that you are not them , and the worst of it that they never loved them and knew them as you do

 

thinking that those who have been with the one you love were more real than yourself

 

 wishing that you can tear your heart and rip it off your chest and throw it away to end this non- stop pain

 

trying to convince yourself that they are not yours and they never will be , but you can't change how you feel

 

trying to get them out of your mind but you still hear this voice that you shouldn't and you will regret if you do, despite what your commonsense says. and yet.. deep down, you still want them and wish they will be yours

hard , isn't it?

 

lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
31-35, F
10 Responses Oct 17, 2008

wow,, all of this happening to me right now.. :D

I relate to this so much. You touch on every feeling I have about a man I can't have.

Ever fell in love with someone you never met ? who belongs to a different World?<br />
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Ever fell in love with someone when all your logic tells you it's impossible to make it happen but your heart says otherwise ?<br />
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Have you wished and prayed late at night before you sleep that you can let him go , and end up dreaming of them and wake up the next day missing them even more and wishing there were next to you?<br />
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since you knew them. was there a day that passed without thinking about them and wondering what they do? did you wake up one morning and they weren't the first thing that popped into your head ?<br />
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YES!!! that's what i experienced now.

Yes I am in love with someone whom I have never met yet in person. For some unknown reasons... I feel like I am driven by it. I feel so good when I talk to him on skype. I know it is completely illogical and does not make any sense at all. I do not want to accept what I am feeling but I feel it.

I have been given a second chance to take hold of a love I have known ever since we were kids in grade school. We have our hopes and love for one another to make that happen and I am not going to let her slip away again.

and i thought i was the only one who feels this pain and experience this kind of crazy event in life.. one of the chosen few to fall for someone u haven't even shook hands with.. but why is it that the love i feel for this person is as real and as strong beyond imagination? like i felt that he was made for me? and that the girlfriend he lost in an accident was the one who made us meet online? i asked the heaven a hundred times to make him mine, and i will take car of him if only he lets go of his past and start to let me in his heart.. its so hard to love someone who has massive reservations and hung-ups.. but i love him and i don't know how to stop. am loosing appetite, loosing enthusiasm for life and i just want to be stuck in my room because people will not understand what i'm going thru right now. people will never understand unless they experience it first hand. they will just laugh at me.. :(

Another great song that exsplains this feeling, The Power Of Love by Luthor Vandross

yep that one song can describe what its like...

the best way to answwere that is to understand that there is no logic in how or why we fall inlove with the ones we do not see. the great thing about that is, when you do finally meet this person, can you imagione how powerful that love is because of the origion. Deep within the hearts. Savage garden had a great song that fits this and its called I knew I loved you before I met you

brutal.