happy 35th birthday
its sad that i always remember your birthday and you never remembered mine during all these years ....
now ... even though we don't talk anymore. .. i wish you things were different and easier.
how bad i crave you and want you and make you only mine ..
i wonder if you still think of me ...
because I still do despite everything.
probably you have tge family you always wanted that i couldnt give it to you.
but you should know that i never wanted to have a family with anyone else but you..
and even if you couldn't have children . i wouldn't want to have a family if you are not the one i will be with .
its funny how easy it was for you to forget me
i wish one day i will .
lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
31-35, F
1 Response May 7, 2015

I've been in a friendship like this, I've never met her but texted her every day, 3 years I went out of my way to find her address and send her an amazing shirt for her birthday, I drew some chibi characters and a panda for her first birthday I knew her with a handwritten note, now days she hardly texts me days at a time I'll never hear from her, I barely get a happy birthday which one year I didn't even get a happy birthday, I care for her but she doesn't care back and it does hurt but I've learned to live with it. it sucks so I know how you feel.