What My Relationship With A Younger Man Did To MeI fell in love with a younger man. 15 year age gap it lasted 6 years. He is now 29 and I am 44. He already had 2 children from t a previous relationship when I met him. I have no children. (Usually the other way around in age gap relationships). He broke my heart. He left me for another woman who is 21 years old. Would I do it again. I'm not sure. The pain at the end was unbearable. In my two previous 7 year relationships (One was the same age as me the other was 7 years older) before him I was the one that left so it is probably the first time I have experienced the pain of being left for another woman.
I have tried to go out and date again but I don't find myself attracted to men my age or older anymore. This sux as I am sure I would feel much more secure in a relationship with someone my own age or older. I just don't find them sexually attractive.
I am starting to resign myself to the fact that I will probably be alone for the rest of my life with maybe a few flings with younger men since my attraction to men that can provide me with a stable relationship is now zero.