Why Are Women So Intimidating?

It seems like I am always afraid to talk to the women that try the hardest to look good, and look healthy. For some reason I always go after the women that have something just not right about them. It seems like maybe they will be more accepting of my inadequacies. In the end I always am filled with regret, and I know now it is because I didn't go after exactly what I wanted. I feel like a moron now that I am 33 years old and am just figuring this out.

Really it is simple, just be selfish, and go after what you want. I was taught growing up that I should be concerned about everyone around me, and got the impression that everyone else's problems were more important than mine. It didn't take me long to associate that with thinking that I wasn't important. I feel like an idiot now, and feel like it is too late for me to be able to be happy. I'm married to a woman who turned out to be addicted to every kind of pill known to man. She is trying to quit, but I'm not convinced that will ever happen.
MuscleMan79 MuscleMan79
31-35, M
Sep 12, 2012