Confusion

It all started as something not so serious, just one of those relationships you're in just to be in. But over the two years I've grown to love him. By the time I realized he was an alcoholic it was too late, I was already in too deep to leave. Things got really bad, most of the worst moments of my life was because of this relationship. But I know he loves me and the problems just got in the way. He decided to break things off because he said he needed to get his life together but is also saying he wants to work things out when he is better. But part of me doesn't believe he's actually trying to get better. I think he's just out partying drinking and being with other girls. i feel like he wants to keep me around so when he is ready to settle down ill still be here. i don't know if i should believe he's actually changing. its so easy to fall back into it when you are blinded by love. Do I wait for him? Do I give him a chance to make it right? Or do I just move on? Any opinions are welcome.
Unknownwriter123 Unknownwriter123
22-25, F
1 Response Jan 19, 2013

YOUR STORY SOUNDS ALOT LIKE MINES I JUST
MOVED OUT FROM LIVEING WITH
HIM I LOVE HIM DEEP AND DEARLY HE IS
IN AND OUT OF AA MEETINGS and REHAB I JUST
COULD NOT LIVE UNDER THE SAME ROOF ANYMORE
WITH THE MADDNESS DRUNK ONE DAY -DRY DRUNK
THE NEXT
DAY.... NO....VERY VERBAL ABRUSESIVE IM BETTER THEN THAT I HOPE ON DAY
HE WILL GET ALL THE WAY CLEAN SO THAT WE
CAN HAVE A LIFE I WILL WAIT FOR HIM
WITH HIM IN MY LIFE AS HE ASKED OF ME
IF HE SHUT ME OUT THE NO I WILL NOT WAIT
WE STILL SEE EACH OTHER FOR NOW I HOPE IT
STAYS LIKE THAT CAUSE IF HE SHUT ME OUT I
WILL NOT WAIT
FOR HIM.

Thanks for responding, how are things now?