So Confused

I am back in touch with someone that made a huge impact on my life years ago.  We have been friends since we were 14 and we are now 36. We lost track for about 7 years - he got his girlfriend ( now soon to be ex-wife) pregnant and she hated me - so there the relationship came to a screeching halt.  Anyway - he came back into my life just before I got married - about 6 months before to be exact.  We were only friends before (with the exception of that one night and some flirtling) but I could not get him out of my mind. I am married and my husband is wonderful - but this guy has this space in my head and in my heart that is reserved just for him.  I want him so badly - I feel like he knows me so well that I fantasize about "us" - and what one night together could do....  I honestly feel myself aching for him at times - physically ACHING... He lives 6 hours away right now, but he is planning on visiting in the fall....

Free2bMe Free2bMe
36-40, F
Jul 7, 2007