I thought she was the one. If FELT like she was the one. I started talking to her a month ago and we shared a couple kisses here and there. She made it clear from the start that she wasn't ready yet to have a relationship. I respected that. She drifted away more and more the weeks before she left for vacation. I texted her everyday while she was gone to make sure she was alright and to let her know I was thinking of her. She came back, and said she had feelings for another. And here I am, broken and scarred. I want to push her out of my thoughts, but it keeps creeping back in. I wasn't sure if it was love, or deep infatuation. I don't want to be broken for the next girl that comes along. I promised that I won't hurt her like that, but I don't know how to fix myself.
Kevxy Kevxy
Dec 3, 2012