Loving In Silence

I met him 9 years ago in college.   I don't remember very well how we ended up talking and then he asked me to go to some art exhibit.  I was sooo thrilled!  But then I heard comments about him having a girlfriend who was studying abroad at the moment.  It was true so we became just friends.

We have shared many things through the years.  Broken hearts, new loves, everything.  He's been my confident and he knows many of my deepest secrets.  He's always been there for me when I needed him.  But the only secret I cannot confess is that I've always loved him and I hope someday we will be together.  It seems it's never the right time for us, either one of us is seeing someone else or going through a hard time.  So I've always decided to keep silent about my feelings.  I think it's just too late for us and we better keep things as they are now.  I could never forgive myself if I ruined our friendship by opening my heart.
shitsuren shitsuren
26-30, F
1 Response Apr 11, 2007

Maybe try to flirt with him a little and see how he reacts. Eye contact, casual touching, compliments, etc. There's no risk, and he might take the hint.