He Knows, Too

He knows how I feel about him, and he genuinely cares about me. But he has a steady girlfriend who he plans to stick with for life. I still respect their relationship and I keep it at a friendly level with him. It's taken me 2 years to get over the pain of knowing that he's my perfect match and nothing will come of it romantically (and from time to time it still hurts). But I've decided that I value his happiness and our friendship more; so I suppress my feelings, hoping that one day they'll subside completely, and I can move onto finding someone else who I'll love on such a profound level.
monochromatic monochromatic
18-21, F
1 Response Jul 26, 2007

i have been there, and after 6 years of suppressed feelings, and the 5th time her man was locked up, and yet again she begged me to move in with her, i got drunk one night told her i was a better man than he could ever be cant remember anything else about that night, and all i know is the next morning she told me she wanted me out of her life for good, i havent spoken to her in over a year. and the pain i feel will never go away...but wish you the best of luck