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Totally and Utterly In Love

 I am.

He loves me too but does not go to deep inside with it. He is a traveler and is just that, he cannot be different. So I love him as a friend, sometimes he is here sometimes he is away. He is in Peru most of the time, sometimes in different places in Europe. Its just a marvelous personality so I never want to change him to keep him with me. He does not want me to. 

So we are just friends, close but free friends. But I am in love with him all the same. He tells me to be free and fall in love with another person if I want to. The only thing he asks me is to be honest about it when it happens. He tells me to not be afraid of that, and says he will accept it. Because he chooses to travel and be away, he also chooses to let me be a free person.

Right now though, I would not trade him for anyone, even when I do not see him for months. He has a lot of value for me, even when he is 'only' a friend.

The word friend is just a word. The meaning that goes with it, the heart, is what describes the truth.

Juna Juna 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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woow....what a lucky guy...i wish someone feel the same way for me the way u feel about him

I'm in love with my best friend too.

It has its been a world wind love.

We reconnected in March, fell in love, and we are now expecting our first child together. my first, his second.

I'm in love with my best friend too.

It has its been a world wind love.

We reconnected in March, fell in love, and we are now expecting our first child together. my first, his second.

It makes me smile to hear that :)

Well.. it is. But sometimes it is not as well. He is a very wise and strong person and helps me see things in a different light often. At first I would become very crazy-sad about it, but now it is a year further and I just look at it in a different way. I love him for who he is, I do not want to change what he is, I love what he is :) He travels, I love that about him as well.

I want to be able to manage alone, to be happy on my own, to become strong on my own. And every moment I can spend with him, is a lucky and wonderful moment. Being with that 100% will help.

Oh wow, must be hard for you! I know all about loving someone who is far away... that's my curse!