My Ex Hurt Me So Bad But I Still Love Him

I was with my boyfriend for 3 years we had a house together and I just found out I was pregnant......

I met him when I just turned 16 outside the local pub he brought me a drink and he got my number off a mate. he txted me that night and we arraged to meet at the weekend we didnt ask eachother out it just happend and i was with him until the beginning of april this year. We went on holidays together to america and to somerset. I told him the news of our baby and everything seemed fine. Until a mate slept over our house. Me thinking nothing of it i went to bed being pregnant made me tired. The next morning he wasnt next to me he was downstairs and my friend had gone. Later on she txted him and i read it out to him " I hope you don't regret last night" my heart fell apart and 2 weeks later we had a massave argument and we left and I havent seen him since. I am now over 4 months pregnant and after 3 years he just walks away. I love him so much still after what he's put me thru he is the love of my life and always will be and I hope he knows that. I'm heartbroken and i'm sure his baby will be to. I'm going to be a single mum at 19 :-(

trust nobody, however much you love them.

Never take anyone for granted, you never know when they may leave

and remember those who are heart broken like me

men are like buses, another one will be along in 5 minutes xxxx


Chrissie x

Kissie123 Kissie123
18-21, F
1 Response Apr 28, 2007

I hope you don't lose hope, optimism, and love in your life!<br />
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Take good care, Kissie<br />
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