I Miss Her

School has ended today and I already miss her. I do not want to think about not seeing her over the summer, it makes me feel awful. But that is all I can think about and its all I have thought about over the last week. I do not know why, but the last 3 days of school she did not talk to me or really even acknowledge that I even exist. It broke my heart, my heart literally hurts because of it. I wanted to ask her what was wrong but I didn't. I should have, but I was confused and I didn't know what to do. If she is mad at me, I don't know what I did, but I am sorry for it anyway. I hope I see her over the summer, around town at least. I want her back in my life and I don't know what to do. I could e-mail her, but I want to see her.
awesomebitchenme awesomebitchenme
26-30, M
10 Responses May 17, 2012

Well I am exactly opposite.I don't know how to start...I live in a small village in Denmark and I started having biology lessons in my small school.. Last year..In class we were 5 classmates and my professor was...27 years old. He is the most charming man I have ever seen..but he was cold and serious. Later due to the fact that I wasn't a good student I took some extra hours in week to have lessons only with him..to my surprise he was funny,he smiled a lot he believed in me and we had THE PERFECT CHEMISTRY.. We used to talk by e-mails every week and we were laughing all the time..we were teasing each other and we shared our secrets and stuff..so I fell for him..of course I knew that as long as he was my teacher there could be only "friendship"between us.. But this year(I stopped having biology lessons with him because I no longer needed them) he is very cold and he avoids me..we only talked 2 times... He is acing weird when I am around and he doesn't even say "hello"..yet I learned that he mentions me in his class and his students now and the jokes we used to make...I just wanted to talk with him not anything more....what happened?does anyone have an idea?

I am a student. My teacher is my 'friend'. Sometimes lots of people say that I am his girlfriend.
I always don't want to talk to him because of that. I don't know how to talk to him.

Im a student, I fell head over heels for my teacher. Maybe she didn't talk to you because she knew what was ahead and prefered not to make a big deal out of it. Maybe even ignoring you because of it. You have to know. Does she live you? Because in that case, she might not known you love her too and be angry at you for not loving her back.Anyways,

Wow! You should observe her more and get to know her personality better. Does she hang out with other guys? And if so, how does she act around them? And how does she act around other male teachers? If she is a shy girl, then it could be harder to tell.
I wish you were my teacher :) I have a crush on a female teacher though (I'm bisexual) and I have the same feeling for her as you probably do for her your student. I want to talk to another teacher about this, and I think you's be the right person since we both have similar stories. If you don't mind... could I ask you some questions? Thank you.

Find her on facebook :) or MySpace even.

email her b4 its too late she could b just as crazy about u and dying to b with u..theres a 50-50 chance that she loves u too ! ive been through that and i told her she wanted to tell me but was shy and afraid ...so i told her but not plain and direct i let her read betweenthe lines and she wrote me a letter one day ...but i waited too long she moved for college shes arts/performing arts..i recommended her and encouraged her and to pursue art now i feel like i drove her 1/2 way accross the country.. still love her though every day i look at her old pieces of art works from high school i put them up in my garage .. i am married now amd still can't stop loving her pains me to say it but. my wife kinda resembles her the dark hair and thin body and everything .as bad as it sounds thats y i even dated her but tru perfect ex. of that saying - u snooze u lose

Thank you.

You should pluck up that courage and tell her. What hurts more? Walking away without saying ur feelings or walking away knowing u have tried ur best?<br />
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I am feeling the pain of a sad goodbye with the teacher that i love. And the only hope that i have now is for him to email me. But that needs a miracle.<br />
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But for ur case, u gotta do it. Do it or u will end up miserable like me.

Did you ever tell her? Around graduation time, I ignored the teacher I liked. Probably because I didn't want to think about losing him. So, maybe she is distancing herself for that reason. You really need to make some form of communication happen, if not you will regret it. Even if it is just email, it can lead to meeting up in person.

No. I never told her.

Well, it is never too late! Honestly, it is common to believe the time has passed, but it hasn't. I would say if you still feel the same way, go for it!

If only you were my teacher. Damn.<br />
Good Luck. She is a lucky girl. (:

Awe I am very sorry that you didnt get a chance to tell her, I don't get why she wasn't talking to you? And your school ends early do you live more in the south? Like I said I am very sorry, maybe you could email her and ask her how her summer is going but keep is more friendly so it isn't pushy like I want you, more like i'd like to get to know you.