My First Love And The Letterwell to start with,i am a 17 year old girl and i am in love with my teacher.it was last year when he came to our school .(i cant say that i fell in love with him at first sight)but after when i realised how sweet he was i start thinking about him all day.and soon i realised that i had fallen in love with him.i talked about it with my friend and decided to tell him about my feelings.one day after the lesson finished i told him that i wanted to talk with him.AND I TOLD HIM THAT I THINK I WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM.Actually i dont think he took me in serious because he laughed and said that i was too little for these things.(btw, he already has a girlfriend who is a teacher in our school and he doesnt treat me differently from the other students.so you cant say that he is interested in me)so you can imagine how stupid i felt when i found out about that.The point is that i could't stop thinking about him and i wanted him to know that i really love him and its not just excitement.i really love him.so i decided to write a letter in which i explained how i felt about him.in the letter i wrote that i am in love with him but i could understand that nothing can happen between us.and i gave the letter to my friend to give it to him.i dont know if he read the letter or he threw it.but when he received the letter he didnt do anything.and thats what hurt me the most.i was waiting for a reply but nothing.i think i ve been humiliated by the letter (yeah like he would be interested in me) i mean WHAT I WAS THINKING?WHY DID I DO THAT.hes not interested at all and it hurts me seeing him at school.(he is not my teacher this year but he is in our school)anyway i havent gotten over him and i dont think i can.i think about him every day and night.and when i see him i want to go and talk to him but i cant.i dont know what to do.reading your stories gave me courage to write my story too.so i would appreciate any reply to what you think about all it.thank you in advance.
masaltutsak 18-21, F 9 Responses 0 Oct 15, 2011