My Love Was Taken AwayLets call this teacher Daniel. He was 22 and it was his first year teaching. My friend introduced me to him at a school football game. He coached soccer and my friend played on varsity. The first thing I noticed was how hot he was, but his personality soon over powered his looks. He was wearing one of those funny looking hats that had the flaps that go over your ears and it was all furry. The first thing he said to me was you know you love my hat. I giggled a bit and responded with it is lovely. That was back in October. After that we would chat in the hallway at the end of the day before i had to catch the buss. We would talk about video games and sports. He was amazing. We had so much in common. Well, I started having a bunch family problems at the end of December. Ohh I forgot he tutored me once in November becaus me teacher SUCKED. Anyway, I was going through and still is going through a legal battle. Custody if you must know. I would talk to him about it. He would always assure me that everything would be alright. This eventually got me emotionally attached to him. The first week in February someone I didn't know messages me on aim. It ended up being him!!! My mother found a transcript on the computer ofnour conversations and sent them to the school. Since there was nothing criminal at all nothing was done other then scaring the **** out of us. I ad to talk to two detectives that time. I wrote him a VERY long letter explaining myself and saying sorry. He responded and the letters continued. The relationship was mutual. April 10 was one of the worst days of my life. The teacher heard a rumor that we were having sex, which wasnt true. I'm a virgin. I could see a tear in his eye about to run down his face. This killed me on the inside. I immediatly tested my father about the rumor. He responded with your mother found some letters between the t of you. My heart sank. I checked for the letters and I still had them. She photocoppied them and put them back. She then gave them to the school and police, and sent me to school. She knew I was going to be pulled and questioned. That was exactly what happened. I was stuck in the office for a while being pummeled with questions. There were so many emotions running through my head. Mostly what was Daniel doing and feeling right now. The next days I was questioned by a detective again. That saw day I jus blew and tried to slash my mothers tires. She felt that she needed to lie about what happened and told the psychologist that I went after her with a knife. He called crisis which made me go to the hospital. I as then sent to the psychiatric are of the hospital. I was there or a week. All they found was an overload of stress. I was going through a very hard time. By the way an article was printed about the situation in the loocal news paper. Rumors spread like wild fire. I then had to go to a program as an after therapy program. I was there for 2-3 weeks. Now I am home bound. There was another article stating that the teacher resigned. There were comments stating that he was a predator and such. Students even started telling their parents that he would try and keep them after class. These accusations were not correct considering I was with him after most of the classes. The last time I saw him wasin school April 10, with a tear in his eye. He is my first and only love. I cannot contact or see him ever again. We used to have hour long conversations every night on the phone. He was the only person I trusted; and he was taken away from me. I love him with all my heart and cry everyday when I think about him. His teaching certificate was takwn away ad he cannot teach ever again. I believe I ruined his life an I have never been the same since.
CrazedTeenager 16-17, F 49 Responses 24 May 13, 2008