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Really Need To Get Over Before It Gets Any Worse

Ok, so this is just a song i've been listening to quite alot lately...i can't relate yet to this song coz i am still losing sleep over him :( its horrible, i hate losing sleep but because of him i do all the time.
I listen to it a lot hoping it will help give me the strength i needed to move on and get over him....
Tomorrow will be the last day i'll see him....i sent him an email last night after i got home from class...i kind of confessed how i feel for him, but i tried to be subtle as i don't want to scare him and come on too strong, coz first of all, he does have a girlfriend...ofcourse as i expected there's no response...i dont know what to expect tomorrow, but probably just take my final exams and leave, i dont want to feel even more hurt than i am now just knowing that he's not interested at all at me,and i do feel sorry for myself coz i guess i don't have enough guts to go after what i want...Him, having a girlfriend made it worse for me...
I'll try to go back to studying now, i need to focus and concentrate on the exam tomorrow, and for my sake i really need some awesome willpower not to let myself get distracted by him...

KATY PERRY
"Wide Awake"

I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake

I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was in the dark
I was falling hard
With an open heart
I'm wide awake
How did I read the stars so wrong?
I'm wide awake
And now it's clear to me
That everything you see
Ain't always what it seems
I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was dreaming for so long

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
'Til I woke up on
On the concrete

[Chorus]
Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9

I'm wide awake
Not losing any sleep
I picked up every piece
And landed on my feet
I'm wide awake
Need nothing to complete myself, no

I'm wide awake
Yeah, I am born again
Out of the lion's den
I don't have to pretend
And it's too late
The story's over now, the end

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
'Til I woke up on
On the concrete

[Chorus]
Falling from cloud 9 (it was out of the blue)
I'm crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go)
I'm falling from cloud 9

I'm wide awake
Thunder rumbling
Castles crumbling
I'm wide awake
I am trying to hold on
I'm wide awake
God knows that I tried
Seeing the bright side
I'm wide awake
But I'm not blind anymore...

I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9 (it was out of the blue)
I'm crashing from the high
You know I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go)
I'm falling from cloud 9

I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake


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Lilithfsb Lilithfsb 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2012

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I read your previous story here and im in the same situation with you.I also told him about my feelings and wrote him a letter..:(.But he also has a girlfriend so...:'(..I believe that you did right that you told him about your feelings even from email...because if you hadnt done it then maybe you would regret it..at least you can tell yourself that you tried!!I can understand how youre feeling now because im feeling the same..I have graduated school now and i cant see him and i miss him soo much that i cant sleep:(.Youre not alone in this.I really hope you will feel better:)!!

Hi thanks for the comment, i know, its really hard to get over, but i'm trying...and it actually hurted more after confessing to him, but i suppose its better than the feeling of regret, coz at least i was able to get some closure. I miss him too..but we'll just have to learn how to cope with it i guess,i'm still in school though, just my classes with him have ended, so its really hard to move on coz everywhere i look it reminds me of him, and sometimes i find myself looking around hoping to suddenly run into him, i'm feeling sad most of the time whenever i'm in school, but hey, i know life won't stop for me so i let my feelings be but try to remind myself that he's gone, and i would imagine him with his girlfriend just so i can stop thinking about him...

I know how it feels,its happening to me too...Everything reminds me of him and I think of him everyday and it really kills me when i think of him being with his girlfriend..:'(.But at least we can tell ourselves that we tried,we revealed our feelings..Im glad that youre trying to cope with this and I really hope that with time you will feel better..:)!!