And So It Is!

The counsellor said that this could happen...that once I saw you I would become wrapped up in you once more, that I could go back living in La La land where you and I are lovers, hugging, kissing, seducing,being. The only good thing is that I'm not feeling guilty for mulling over you...just yet! I hope I never do. But I wish I wasn't so wrapped up in you again. I wish I could just see you, live in that moment and leave it in that space in time and not drag it on and on into my present thoughts, over-analyzing, deconsctructing and conjecturing. I just don't want to start feeling guilty for stressing on you for so long. But even the thought of you... us is so exciting, erotic and so enticing. I want you so much even after all this time...these years!
22-25, F
1 Response Sep 25, 2012

Did you date or go out with him? i haven't dated mine...It's not protocol for us to start anything even though we're both adults. I can understand if I was 16 and he was in his 30s but I'm twenty eight! Old enough to know what I'm doing...I've really fallen hard. I even get jealous when I think of him with other women!! I feel I'm goin' mad!'s a HER! And no we never dated but talked and spent a lot of time together.

I feel the same way because she is 49 (well in the next 2 weeks) and I'm 25. But idiots of yesteryear have made it bad for us who are mature adults and genuinely in love.

I guess we just have to keep everything that we possess (fingers, toes, eyes etc. be creative) and that can be crossed, crossed, and believe that love will find a way!