I Am In Love With My Teacher
So today was just depressing once again. Went into homeroom and didn't look at him but he stayed RIGHT by my desk most of the time and I'm pretty sure he was just staring me down. What have a I done wrong? I don't know.
Then my next class was Theology so I went and was listening to music and doing my work and he comes in and stares right at me so I hit my head on the desk out of frustration and whatnot and HE SMILED. Like a huge smile, then started talking to my teacher and such and he asked if he could borrow some students and she was like, "sorry, they are doing work." And he's like ohhh Kay. So he left, but not before looking at me. Ughhh
And then after school I went into his class and was like, "hey.. So..." I was gonna be like, "what happened between us?" But I chickened out and asked if we had homework and he looked at me and looked straight in my eyes and was like, "uhhh...." And he kept like shaking/nodding his head and kinda looked nervous and I'm just like.... Okayy... And then he gets outta whatever he was thinking of and then goes, "um.. Yeah. No. I mean. You don't have any homework...." And I'm like, "okay. Bye then" and then he held open the door and started locking up and me and my friend were halfway down the hallway and he goes, "oh um btw we might have a pop quiz, so I'd study, okay?" And I'm just like alright....
He didn't have to tell me that. Right? I mean... C'mon. My friend was like, "that's weird that he told you that...." And I'm like Mhmmmm.
Then soccer got cancelled today and I had to stay after school and I decided to go to the basketball game being held and guess what! HE WAS THERE! And he kept passing me and looking at me from across the thing and I'm just so confused.... Idk. Ughhhh.
So I don't know what to think of today. He hesitated when I asked and just kept looking at me, like in a cute and sweet way ya know? But idk... Ugh.
Then my next class was Theology so I went and was listening to music and doing my work and he comes in and stares right at me so I hit my head on the desk out of frustration and whatnot and HE SMILED. Like a huge smile, then started talking to my teacher and such and he asked if he could borrow some students and she was like, "sorry, they are doing work." And he's like ohhh Kay. So he left, but not before looking at me. Ughhh
And then after school I went into his class and was like, "hey.. So..." I was gonna be like, "what happened between us?" But I chickened out and asked if we had homework and he looked at me and looked straight in my eyes and was like, "uhhh...." And he kept like shaking/nodding his head and kinda looked nervous and I'm just like.... Okayy... And then he gets outta whatever he was thinking of and then goes, "um.. Yeah. No. I mean. You don't have any homework...." And I'm like, "okay. Bye then" and then he held open the door and started locking up and me and my friend were halfway down the hallway and he goes, "oh um btw we might have a pop quiz, so I'd study, okay?" And I'm just like alright....
He didn't have to tell me that. Right? I mean... C'mon. My friend was like, "that's weird that he told you that...." And I'm like Mhmmmm.
Then soccer got cancelled today and I had to stay after school and I decided to go to the basketball game being held and guess what! HE WAS THERE! And he kept passing me and looking at me from across the thing and I'm just so confused.... Idk. Ughhhh.
So I don't know what to think of today. He hesitated when I asked and just kept looking at me, like in a cute and sweet way ya know? But idk... Ugh.