My Witty History Teacher
I am completely in love with my history teacher. I was always a sucker for teachers and older men. i couldn't ever help not to like them and I really liked my history teacher because he was always so witty and nice. I was going through some troubles and he completely understood everything. I fell in love with him when I was perhaps most vulnerable and needed someone to lean on. I usually crush on teachers but get over them in a couple of weeks. but this time the feeling is intense and I can actually visualize me and him together. I feel like I crossed the line (he's married and has two boys) because I knew when to stop and tell myself no but I just let myself go because he just made me feel so damn comfortable and i felt so cared for. Just being in his presence makes me feel completely safe. I don't want to ruin his marriage or anything I'm definitely not out to get his wife or ruin his children's lives or perhaps his reputation. I don't know what to do now that I'm in love with him. I told a couple of my close friends but they just don't understand any of it considering most of them haven't even dated yet. fortunately, my best friend knows and understands but he doesn't know what to do or tell me and my other close friend tells me i'm pretty much screwed. I'm in a bit of a pickle. It's one of the most amazing feelings to fall in love like that and actually understand what it feels like to have your heart "melt" whenever I look at him but him not loving me back is causing me to go crazy. I know i definitely need to get over him as to not cause any pain to anyone but I have NO IDEA how. when school starts I'll see him in the hallways since I don't have him as a teacher anymore. help anyone?