Let Me Go

I don't know why it happened.

I went shopping,I don't like shopping,I was tired.I reluctantly put on my black dress,with my hair down...too tired to do my usual pony-tail.I never went to that mall,never in my life.I just wanted to buy a hoodie.

I was browsing through the racks...my mother suddenly spoke up," Look!!Here he is!!"

I turned around.There you were.

Why were you there??Oh,why?Do I love you that much?
You asked about my study,probably noticing how skittish I was.Maybe you'd thought I'd failed my exam,but then I said"I got into Med school,sir."Your face lit up.

Why?

Do you realize why I wanted to flee?Can you?Why I want to free myself from this unbearable,excruciating want of you?

I don't want to hurt myself any more by living a perfect dream.
AStrangerInBlack AStrangerInBlack
18-21, F
Dec 7, 2012