What I'm Telling Him Tomorrow.

Do you even care? Honestly, Do you? I know you think something. So instead of going tell Mrs.B about, why don't you come and talk to me about it if it's that important.

Do you think it's easy living like this? Being in this state of mind for months on end now? I have so many things to worry about, yet you are always the first thing on my list.

I want to be able to look at you without thinking, "Oh my, I really like him!!" Because you're my teacher, that's terribly unfair to you. So, yeah, when I talk to you please don't get the wrong idea. I'm not flirting and I'm not teasing you or whatever. I respect you.

Trying to get over you is the hardest thing I've ever done. I've been through so many things, things that I shouldn't have to go through, but I have. And this is by far the hardest. I steal glances at you because I'm trying to make sure I don't feel that way about you. I confuse myself and over think about you and I don't even know why.

Being in the same vicinity as you completes my heart. But breaks it at the same time.

I know you could never want me back as much as I wanted you, but I thought I'd be worth the try. That you'd be worth it. You are, but I'm not risking anything unless you would and its obvious that you don't feel the same.

So I'm so sorry that I did all of this, I thought in the end, it could work. But I was wrong.
arcticray arcticray
18-21, F
Dec 16, 2012