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You Stare, I Stare, We All Stare!

So hmm, today was alright. Nothing big happened. I mean, we stared quite a lot and he eavesdropped on my convos and I ran into him twice. XD
Okay lemme go through the day:

I didn't talk to him but I saw him staring and I gave him a warm smile and he caught it and smiled back. Then I go to my desk and he's still sitting at his and my friend is talking about how she plans on losing her V for her bday this year with her boyfriend whom she doesn't love, she only "really really likes him" *****. I hate girls like that, I don't even know why I like her honestly. Anyways, I get disgusted and he noticed and is like, "what's wrong?" And I'm like, "please smash my head against the board." And he laughs and goes, "I will if you will." And I laugh and he smiles and ahhh he makes my day so much better. Then it's time to go, I tell him bye and whatnot.

Then in the hall I was turning around the corner and literally almost ran into him. We didn't say anything but while passing me I caught his gaze and smile and he did this double take thing and i completely melted.

Then school ended and my friend who is really sick comes to school to reschedule her midterms. I go with her and she goes, "lets go see if he's in him room so I can reschedule." Well he's in there but he's on the phone. Ughhhh. Anyways, I see him smile and he kept looking up from me and the phone and my friend walked out after me and she swear he heard on the phone him say, "wait, she's here, I'll call you back." I died.... Idk if she's saying the truth but she knows not to mess with me lol. Anyways he comes out and smiles down at me and I'm like, "she needs to talk to you, not me ha." And he laughs and leans on the door and I could smell his cologne. Ugh he smells like heaven.... Anyways, my friend is talking and I notice out of the corner of his eyes, he kept looking at me. So I'm doing the same and then he goes, "well, I can't tomorrow. Maybe Friday." And she goes okay and I'm about to leave and I see him make a smile as I leave and then I have to go to carline and my friend goes, "pleaseeeeeee comeeee with meeeee!" And I'm like, "I can't! I gotta go!" And I catch his gaze again.

Dude, stop staring at me unless you want me(: lol

Merry Christmas you guys, I won't be posting during Christmas time unless I see him. So yeah, which I probably won't... But yeah, I love all of you(: night xoxo
TheTeacherLover TheTeacherLover 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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Don't let the haters bring you down baby girl... keep your head up because wwhere there is a hater there is always gonna be someone there who believes in you!!

I don't want to seem disrespectful at all. No one can help who they develop romantic feelings for, and I remember having a very close relationship with a teacher when I was in high school. I remember the feeling well. I remember how his attention made me feel special, how we connected so much more than I did with people my own age. He was young for a teacher, he'd invite me into his office and we'd talk for hours about everything imaginable. Like you it made my day slightly better, I looked forward to his lessons. When I graduated he came up to me and hugged me in the school yard, and said "You're such a smart girl, I know you'll do well in life." He looked at me thoughtfully and said "I love you," and walked off. It was so unexpected it was like a smack in the face, and I realized how weird the whole situation was.
A few weeks ago I went to spend the weekend in that town, and passed him in the street. I said hello to him, and he pulled that awkward face people pull when they don't know who you are. I'm sure he has another young female favorite student now.
I was smart, lonely and introverted. He took an interest in me so of course it felt good. That didn't make it right. I really hope for you this man has honest intentions, and morals. But one day I think you'll look back on girls in high school and marvel at how young they really are, and how abnormal it is for a grown man to want them.
Anyway, if he's interested in you I hope it's a one off and he isn't just into teenagers. I hope I didn't seem rude or judgmental, all the best.

Just ignore the rude comments, i love your stories. I am also in love with teacher, so I totally understand how you feel... :)

I really don't understand why everyone is attacking you, but on the story that is soooo cute! I feel my teacher staring at me quite a bit too, always makes the day a bit/LOT better(:

I hate chrimass now lol cause of no update lol :P

Lol ikr xD

Haha I'm 14 n wish my love life was this exciting lol damn I would love school but I think he has a personality disorder he's happy then mad flirty then sad..but still I'm rooting <3

Haha I think I do too, it's so weird.
Thank you(: <3
I need a love life, this is unhealthy >.<

How can you love somebody that you literally know nothing or very little about? You know nothing or very little about his personal life, and how he acts and behaves outside of school. You're young, you're infatuated. Not in love. Having a crush on somebody is completely different than falling in love. But lets pretend for a second that you actually are in love with him. Your relationship with him would never work out, not to mention it's illegal and could get him in alot of trouble, and it's best to leave it alone

Trust me, I've thought about this numerous times.
And it could work, I know people right at this moment who have it working for them. And I know my limits, but I'm not leaving this, whatever it is, alone.

Hah, your funeral.

are you serious?
okay you know what am not going to even bother.
...ignorant people

LOL! I'm the ignorant one here.. that's pretty hilarious.

Funeral or not, I don't care. He makes me happy and makes me want to learn, isn't that enough?
I've had enough, if you don't like what's going on, then leave. I'm not asking for your opinion, I post on here to get out my thoughts. If my thought offend you, then you can message me privately, not make a mockery of my stories.

If you have a problem with me, then you have a problem with all the teacher lovers on here.

Have a nice day The Reikoku.

it's funny because you are ignorant. So i feel sorry for you.
if you have nothing positive to say than stfu

and ohh i was just wondering, how about you go and post your exact same comment to the 1264 members on this page. we'll see how many human beings have you affected emotionally without noticing even though you think you're helping. if this student-teacher relationship bothers you then y are you even bothering reading their stories?

No, it's not enough. It's very selfish of you to pursue a relationship with him. This is a persons life we're talking about here. He could end up in jail. You could ruin his career and his life. Think about him for once, and not yourself. You're asking for everybodies opinion when you post a story publicly. If you don't want an input, don't write a story publicly, no? It takes alot to offend me, and believe me I took no offense. Nor was I making a mockery of your story.

Haha, that's funny.

OMG stfu marie dont act like you are superior especially when you stoop to level of using ignorant and pety insults instead of an arguement. ANd shes commenting because its a lifelong thing, once you go down this road a road where your entire family, a bailiff, judge, and your teacher in jail for four to seven years, and your family always looking at you different just because young girls like you cant get over your estrogen-hormone, "daddy-issues" driven "like" of your teacher. and dont any of you think you know what love if you are too immature to realize the obvious and numerous dangers and quite instantly "child-predator" qualities of this relationship then dont dare think you can understand what love is. Just because you are horny and your daddy is a little distant and "oh ive thought about him for hours" dont you dare think you know what love is. You act like children, news for ya, there is a reason that there is an "age of consent" so little girls dont destroy their entire lives just because they have been coddleed their whole lives and think everything is a disney movie and that "im mature". Youre not dont think you are mature, and dont envy people who are mature, its not a good thing it just means youve seen the seemier side of life and youre less likely to be juvenile enough to think you "love your teacher" ever notice how the whole group is 99% girls? odd isnt it.

I understand completely where both of you are coming from. I'm not horny or have daddy issues. Guys my age just don't appeal to me and my dad and I have a very close realationship. I know that I'm being selfish, why don't you think I haven't done anything to tell him? I know he can get in a lot of trouble, that's why I won't do anything. I've distanced myself as much as I can being I see him practically twice a day and in the halls.

And you are right, in the next few months I might come back and laugh at this, but this is hurting me. I'm putting my experience out here just like all of you are. You don't understand from my point if view because you have never had the experience or maybe have had the wrong type. I'm just doing what everyone else on here is doing and if you don't like it, then please, don't read or comment. Message me if you'd like but don't offend my readers.

No it will put him in jail and be permanantly branded a sex offender meaning he cant be a teacher anymore and cant live in certain areas for the rest of his life. And yes i understand what you have, its called a crush? maybe youve never had one before. And daddy issues doesnt mean you ONLY apply to hating him. and i know you dont think youre being horny. and yes i dont condone any one lese having these crushses and thinking suddenly they know everythnig about life and that despite how young and unlearned they are that they know it all. I understand you think you know what love is but just understand that you dont know everything and you arent very world experienced. It's not uncommon actually what youre feeling most girls with daddy issues have this feeling, like at least 1/2 of girls have had a semi serious crush on a teacher. So i know i cant blame you but just realize that you are attracted to him becuse hes not your age because hes mature, sadly this is a pretty common story of how some girls lives were destoryed because they thought they were smart enough and knew what they were feeling. and I dont mean to offend your readers but if they have a crush on their teachers bring it on because id like to save as many lost as i could because this is a pretty sad story.

And dont tell me you arent horny half or your stories say something sexual, not like offhandely either.

I'm not horny at the moment though, that's what counts.
Look, I'm not in the mood for this. I honestly don't even care what you have to say, I do take it into consideration, but I don't care. If you think that these comments are really getting to me, then please, keep going on. I have mid terms to study for and blogging to do, if you really want to get this through my head, sit back and relax because I'm sure this show will be going on half the night. Get some popcorn and some hot chocolate while your at it, I'm going to study and blog.

Goodnight and enjoy your stay at Casa de la Raquel. Thank you for your consideration. (:

Omg so you admit that you are over him though. you dont have to be horny all the time you are thinking about him but if thats such a big part of what you think is love. I know love had that but thats not as big a part as a crush. And good because this should be fun. :) i just hope it doesnt end with you in a counseling and him in jail is all.

Never said that I am over him. Obviously, by posting stories, I am not "over" him.
And it probably is a crush, who cares? I care for him so that's all that counts.

Ok but please just accept that it is a crush and try to be cautious is all im saying i dont care if you crush on the freaking cross walk person just understand its not love and i wont be offended. Im just saying that when these stories of supposed love start of with apperance, its not love like maybe thats not a perfect rule but it hasnt been wrong yet.

Im not sad and im not trying to be mean just accept that its not LOVE just a crush and i will admit you have a big crush but if you will admit that then all i will say is be cautious as it is a serious thing. Im not being just outright hatefl im just saying try to understand the difference.

I have a big crush.

I've been knowing that all along. I might not say it on here, but I say it in life. I can't say I love him outside the Internet, very bad things would happen.
I know the difference, that's why I'm exploring it.

Aww, come on, people. Everyone has crushes. Everyone. If you point out a single person of at least teenage years who has never had a crush, then you're pointing out a liar.

A lot of those crushes happen to be on unattainable people. Older people, younger people, people in relationships, people who live far away, celebrities, people who just don't feel the same... There's a whole spectrum of unattainable people, and I'm positive that all of you have liked someone you couldn't have at some point.

But you know what? It's fun to pretend. It's fun to focus on those moments when you feel like you've caught their eye... It's fun to imagine what it would be like to spend some time with them. It's fun to think about how they would react if everything was open on the table, and it's thrilling to think that they might enjoy knowing how you feel. Does that mean we always tell them? No. Does it mean we're going to destroy their lives? No. We don't have to act on any of it.

I'm sure you mean well with your advice... But are the insults necessary? "Daddy issues"... "selfish"... "horny"... Surely you can get your point across without making personal insults and assertions about her character. After all, you know even less about her than she knows about her teacher. :P A few stories in a blog may be enough to relate to someone, but it's not enough to get a clear picture of who they are and what they intend.

Besides, how can you expect her to "grow up" and "learn what love means" if she ignores every feeling she has, just because acting on it would be dangerous? She's young. Advise her not to act on it, sure, but let her enjoy the emotions. Let her share her stories with people here who are going through the same thing. And for goodness' sake, try to realize that we don't all spring from the womb with everything figured out. We live, we learn.

Let me just say that its only illegal if they are together and she is underage... plus once she is 16 she can be with him as long as he doesn't touch her so go on with your dadd issues and your baby love mess because no one asked you to read her story so just stop..

Ok once she's sixteen she can't actually be with him because he's in a position of trust. The only way they could be together is if she's sixteen and he isn't her teacher :-/ sad but true

I forgot about that... oh well love is love no matter who its with.

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Yeah you dont love him and if he is actually interested in you that way thats pretty creepy. And please dont use love like you know what it is especially when you have a crush on your child predator of a teacher, because you dont know what love is so dont talk about it like its something you have any experience with and moreover definitely dont expect positive comments to you "soon-to-end-in-prison" relationship.

And you do? Everyone knows what love is, you just have to find it, I don't know if I did, but I care for him. If you don't agree with my stories, then don't read. I'm not making you. I appreciate your comment though. I'll keep it in mind.

No i know everyone has their own ideas of what they think love is but it is sad that you use is so casually as if it could apply, and yes please do i know you care for him and thats ok but leave it at that.

I know on the Internet that I say it a lot. But I'm putting my feelings out. I can't say it outside of the Internet, it's hard. I do love him in a way, I don't know in what way, but I do. I can't tell people I love them except my bestfriend and my mom. Other than that, I've never really said it. It'd be a pretty big deal if I did. So, I get what you are trying to say. But I can't say it unless on the Internet where I am hidden and safe (to a certain extent.)

"Soon to end in prison" relationship? Am sorry but if you don't appreciate what's this girl is going through than don't comment negatively. She doesn't need you to guide her. She knows her limits. Am sorry but I just had to say what's in my mind because if you where to be in her place or even had that experience of hers than I think you would've rethought your comment. Just saying...

Well i wouldnt let my crushes get out or control. and i understand im just saying be cautious okay.

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