Another Late NightJust thinking. I look at you and I just think god, im not good enough for you. Your so amazing and handsome, you can get any girl you want. I dont even know if your married.. Ok..dating.. God I want to be the girl. It would kill me to know If someone else took the spot.. It would hurt to live with that. I dont want to get over him, if I had a choice I would stay on this feeling and never get over. I feel like I got to do something.. I keep coming up with a master plan. Should I just tell you everything and have the possibility of my heart shatter? Or just wait and talk to you and get my heart shattered nicely.. I dont know you may say yes and feel the same.. Possibilities are killing me.. And Patience is a test..
I'm going to visit him and check on him. Small convo and see in his face if he would want to see me again.. I think he would be exicted.. I'm exicted. picturing his reaction makes me feel like I have a chance.. I will see him