Another Late Night

Just thinking. I look at you and I just think god, im not good enough for you. Your so amazing and handsome, you can get any girl you want. I dont even know if your married.. God I want to be the girl. It would kill me to know If someone else took the spot.. It would hurt to live with that. I dont want to get over him, if I had a choice I would stay on this feeling and never get over. I feel like I got to do something.. I keep coming up with a master plan. Should I just tell you everything and have the possibility of my heart shatter? Or just wait and talk to you and get my heart shattered nicely.. I dont know you may say yes and feel the same.. Possibilities are killing me.. And Patience is a test..

I'm going to visit him and check on him. Small convo and see in his face if he would want to see me again.. I think he would be exicted.. I'm exicted. picturing his reaction makes me feel like I have a chance.. I will see him
GeminiLuna GeminiLuna
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 29, 2012

this is exactly how i'm feeling right now. a boy i've known since sixth grade is graduating highschool this year and i'm a freshman. i wrote a whole story about it if you want to check it out. i'm just stuck i guess because i don't know how to approach him...

Of course, I will check it out. :)

I cant read your stories or even send you messages I think it's because of the age limit.. Some how you have to lower the restriction for me to read your stories...:( I would like to read them but I understand

You will ruin his career. Find someone your own age ????

It's not about age... I love his personality. If you don't like it go somewhere else..
Plain and simple... I understand not everyone will approve just like with any type of relationship. I'm not here to make you happy or anyone else, I'm here to make myself happy:). so what works for me may not work for you..