Is It In My Head Or Could My Teacher Like Me Too?
So i have the hots for one of my teachers and this is how it all started getting too much.....im going to call him Mr. Little. I am a sophomore now but ever since i was in i think 7th grade he was a substitiute but now he works at my high school as a material processing teacher. While he was substituting back then i did think he was cute, but now that i have him he just seems to be getting hotter every minute of the day. This is how it all started....well i failed a class last year and me and the teacher decided to just meet up every two weeks to turn in a report, when we decided to do that he took me to the guidance office to get my class changed for that period. When i was in the guidance office i saw a fimiliar name on the computer that had a class with no one in it, yes it was Mr. Little's class, so i told the guidance councler to try and get me into that class. Not only was i not interested in the other available classes but knowing that i would get to spend a little alone time with a hot teacher.
Anyways know that im in his class there is only one other person in it with me, i dont mind much that she's in there too because if i get lost for not paying attention to what Mr. Little is saying then i can ask her what he means so he doesn't think im really dumb lmao. Since btw this teacher is also a swim coach he has to worry about his wieght and so forth. He always is drinking diet cokes when im in his class and since it was just V-Day a couple days ago the diet coke has a big heart on it with a little guy holding it. One of the kids from next door in his room comes in from time to time and talks to him about random things sometimes, well the other day the kid saw him drinking the coke and asked if that was a heart on it. Mr. Little said "Yea it is a heart on it" (((those arent the exact words i cant remember but it was very close to that))) while he was saying that he was looking over at me striaght in the eyes and i just had that feeling where you think someone may like you. Another thing is that the girl that is in that class with me was absent the other day and when one of us isn't there then the other one can just sit in the class and do whatever they want. I decided to help him out by helping him organize a couple nails and label boxes and stuff, I just had a VERYYYY strong feeling that he wanted to something sexual with me but tried to keep his distance (((i did too haha))). Another thing i want to put in here is that he seems to pay attention to me more that the other student, like he'll always want to stand closer to me talk to me more help me more, even when i dont need it. One more thing, the day when we were gluing boards together in the begining of class he said that we will be getting dirty today becuase we had to use our fingers to smear the glue along the board side. Right before we started glueing he looks straight at me, not even trying to hesistate looking at the other student, and say's to me "You were waiting all day to get dirty for this" when he said that it kind of sounded like he was kind of being perverted like as if a boyfriend/girlfriend would say before you guys would do something naughty. lmao. but of course i didn't mind it because i have the huge hots for him, but tell me what you guys think, could he like me but is trying hard to keep it on the down low because of the trouble he can get in, or could it all be in my head because i like him alot and hoping he likes me in that way too???? Please no rude comments. thnx for reading :)